True Healing, True Masculinity and True Femininity

Why thousands and thousand flock from all over the world to experience Ayahuasca. The true purpose of Mother Aya.

There are many many forms of "healing" being practiced all through out the world, from pills to prayers, drinks to retreats. Not to take anything away from any of these methods, but never before would I imagine something to work quite like ayahuasca does.

Physical Healing.

Ayahuasca is a very strong detoxifying agent, after drinking it most will often experience what is known as 'the purge' in the amazon. Vomiting and crapping all the nasty stuff that has been trapped in your digestive system. Years of drugs, alcohol, crappy food that has been stuck and molded into you body needs to get out. 

So obviously the more you puke and shit, means you must have a lot to clear. But thats the best part, you feel so much lighter, easier and less congested after each ceremony, Like you can feel you body again after all these years. 

Healing of the Mind

When you drink the black, thick, mysterious liquid. 

You are transported into a world constructed from the maps of your mind. Every deep dark craves becomes illuminated in love. Every memory engraved in your brain that has impacted you greatly one way or another gets brought out to the surface.

Trauma, abuse, deep hurt inflicted by yourself or others comes to the light to be accepted and let go off. Thats why Ayahuasca is so successful with Victims of sexual abuse and drug addicts. 

There is nothing you can hide from Mother Ayahuasca. She knows your deepest darkest secrets, your most beautiful heart. 

She puts you in the shoes of those who have hurt you and those you have hurt. To understand what happened and to let go of it so it doesn't control your life anymore. 

Freedom.

Is letting go of attachment.

What memories inflicted that when you think about, causes sadness, anger, hurt, anxiety. Gets rewired so that instead of feeling all these negative emotions you feel nothing love and compassion. It is simply that powerful. To be free of traumatic memories is one of the greatest feelings ever. 

Like you have been locked in chains because of that emotions, and finally take them off one by one.

A powerful example of one the so called chains that has been taken of me. 

I had been carrying tremendous guilt after getting a girl pregnant, and having an abortion. I had to really suppress this guilt that i took away a life, my own child. 

In one of the very first ceremonies i did in Iquitos, it took that strong emotion of guilt, brought it to the surface. I cried and cried and then vomited into a bucket, as i looked into the bucket. I saw a dead fetus. As soon as that happened the feeling of guilt, regret, shame simply disappeared. 

True stuff. There is nothing you can hide from unconditional love. There is nothing you can't heal from love. With Ayahuasca, you experience that love immediately. The healing, motherly forgiving love that doesn't judge, but looks upon us with compassion.

When you experience healing for yourself you will understand what it takes to be a real man, and a real women.

The most important thing to work on in life, is yourself. To improve every aspect of your being. Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. To bring all aspects of yourself in total harmony. 

When all those are balanced you are transformed into a higher being, achieving true purpose and calling.

I have been gifted to be able to work on myself with and without the aid of Ayahuasca. 

We really have to confront our fears head on in life, believe, trust and think positively about every situation. The future is just an illusion, so if we are going to believe something bad, we might as well make up something good. That makes us move forward in life. 

Men & Women

We must understand as Men and Women we are given a very special task on this earth. We must look past the greedy nature of our egos to become truly embraced by the universe.

From my own experience I know how trapping society is into making us think what Men and Women are all about. 

As Men, we must overcome the shadow aspect of Masculinity. Our greed for money, our lust for women, our thirst for power. Where all our weaknesses stem from, emotional attachment, low self confidence, indecisiveness. 

A true man, represents strength, confidence, protection, loyalty. To not make decisions not out of emotion, but truth. To be emotionally free from relationships, to be the perfect father figure for kids to learn from. To be rock for people to lean on. To know what we want, and work for it. 

That is what us as men must aim for. Not the bullshit from movies and story books. 

As the same with women, the weakness like being selfish, greed for money and attention, not in touch with feelings, unable to express,  impatience with what they want. A true women is strong, honest, proud and very very giving, loving, caring and supportive. Strong when she's is around company, strong when she is on her own. Happy, always joyous, to be beautiful yet graceful. To carry herself proudly without putting others down or make them feel uncomfortable. To raise kids, and show the same unconditional love.

And it is so important to be consciously aware of this, to practice everyday. To not get ahead of what truly being a man and women is about.

This is what the experience of Ayahuasca has given me the chance to realize and work on.

I have also seen my own Child in an Ayahuasca ceremony and that feeling to be a father is strong. It is something i really needed to work on.

It is a long journey, and we have many tools available we must make full use of them.

Be it meditating, Ayahuasca, Yoga, exercise, diet, whatever.

It is fully in our reach to be happy and content, we must grasp every opportunity we get to work on it. Through positive thoughts we create our future and through strength we can live in the moment fully.